Disturbia

Geez, it's just a picture being torn apart, why the hell would you get all worked up for? Are y'all cult worshippers or something?

And GEEZ, man, way to show how much of a tunnel vision you are. FREAK. Suspended for 3 years. Way to go, Captain OBVIOUS.

I'm of course, talking in Finnish.

Erase / Rewind

Sometimes, I wonder how the mind works. Specifically, when it comes to remembering things.

It would be good if my mind works like a video player and the memories are the videotapes, individual discs categorized by people, events, etc. The mind would be able to play the tapes according to the category, rewind, pause or whatever, at will.

I wish that my mind can work like that. There are times when I see certain things that trigger certain memories, I wish that it can be erased from my mind.

Which is why Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind is utopia for me. That would work for me. I would be their biggest client.

I don't care about brain damage. I just REFUSE to remember and I wish that my mind would obey that.

However, the mind works in mysterious ways, when, some people are more likely to hold on to bad memories rather than the good ones. Maybe the pleasant memories are more often overlooked and people are more inclined to dwell on unpleasant things.

I wish I can just ERASE and REWIND.

Start afresh. Start over. Start anew.